What will my life look like in 10 years? Write an essay of everything you want.
It’s very difficult to do. To write down what you want. So much fear and feelings of disappointment.
Too many “what-ifs.”
I have 2 problems.
1 – I’m afraid of getting caught in the gadget buying frenzy I can easily find myself getting into..
2 – I constantly ask myself if that’s what I REALLY want and if that will make me happy.
I have doubt about my doubts.
Too much of my mental energy is built around making sure my family is taken care of.
In many ways it’s a gift in other ways it’s curse.
You know that saying, the grass is greener on the other side.
The problems of being married with kids (something you may or may not want)
The problems with being single without kids and no one to support but yourself (something you have or wish you had).
Not to imply anything..
I’m quite happy with my “problems” but it’s great that we get to choose our problems.